me: *finishes one homework assignment*
me: wow I am honestly so on track with my life now I’m really turning things around and getting it together this is the year I’m gonna try hard in school
me: *remembers I have more than one class*
me: nevermind
Tag: study problems
the problem with writing an essay is that it’s always easier to just not
me, writing academic text: these words make no sense but they sound impressive next to each other. this sentence started four lines back and has 4 commas but i haven’t reached my point yet. help me
*procrastinates to the last second*
am I angry at myself? you betcha
am i disappointed in my work? absolutely
have I learned my lesson? probably not
College is cool because if you relax for a minute then you’re all of a sudden failing 11 classes even thought you’re only taking 5
*procrastinates happily*
remembers that i have Responsibilities
*procrastinates uneasily*
it baffles me that theres people who can just… just sit down and take out their homework and be like “time to work yes” and actually…get things done???? without a problem??? and move on?????? thats wild
academic success is not the most important thing in my life, i tell myself as i’m having a breakdown because of academic success, the most important thing in my life
why is this so true
me: gosh i have so much work to do i better get started
my brain: you cannot
me: why
my brain: you are feeling moderately upset, any attempt at productivity is futile
me: i dont see how-
my brain: cannot.
that Relatable™
mental illness feel when you can’t tell if your workload is unreasonable or if you’d actuallly be able to handle this if you had a functioning fucking brain
and it doesn’t look like i will ever find out. CONUNDRUM
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