Tag: rilaya by proxy

beeskneeses:

just saying the whole “long game” thing with joshaya is such a… closeted lesbian thing to do? like picking a guy who is totally unattainable in the short term, while still latching onto the security of a future heterosexual relationship, without have to date boys she doesn’t feel anything for while all her friends are falling into relationships because the mere concept of josh is both a way for her to hide her discomfort of being with a boy while also rationalizing with herself that she can one day marry a man. this story, the one of a lesbian trying to figure herself out, practically writes itself into maya’s shoes.